2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: ^^ ah okay

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: so, how have u been doing

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: actually I've been doing better... not as depressed as I have been but still fustrated with things that are going on in my life

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: ohh,im still a little sick

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: then you should be resting...

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: it is half gone

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: lol.. you just need to make sure that you rest so that you can get better

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: i know ;)

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: good!

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: i know, i can't whait till school is out

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: eh i'm just waiting for graduation

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: kool

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: which won't happen until May

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: ohhh

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: yeah so in the meantime I'm looking for a job

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: qhat kind of job

2005-03-11 [crowfeather]: almost anything... have even checked out cemetaries and funeral homes

2005-03-11 [Tiffany-Dawn]: ohh,i would like to do something with animals

2005-03-13 [Shadow Reaper]: *blinks* you're looking even at cemetaries and funeral homes? what for?

2005-03-13 [crowfeather]: FOR A JOB!

2005-03-13 [Shadow Reaper]: lol i saw that, but why get a job at one of those places?

2005-03-13 [crowfeather]: why not? it pays

2005-03-13 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm, that's true...i'd rather try and find a job in my field though....

2005-03-13 [crowfeather]: well I sorta need the money....

2005-03-13 [Shadow Reaper]: yeah, that's a good motivator..

2005-03-13 [crowfeather]: yeah.. kinda sad but oh so true

2005-03-13 [Shadow Reaper]: lol yep

2005-03-14 [legolias]: hello

2005-03-14 [crowfeather]: morning.... -_o my eyes hurt

2005-03-14 [legolias]: hey

2005-03-14 [Shadow Reaper]: well that's no surprise crow, considering when you had to wake up

2005-03-15 [crowfeather]: I have been awake since 4:25 this morning... eyes burn

2005-03-15 [Shadow Reaper]: heheh, my eyes burn, and i got 8 hours of sleep :P

2005-03-15 [crowfeather]: grrrr.... meany

2005-03-15 [Shadow Reaper]: lol how am i a meany?

2005-03-15 [legolias]: hello

2005-03-15 [crowfeather]: morning there legolias

2005-03-15 [legolias]: morning crow

2005-03-15 [crowfeather]: so how are you doing?

2005-03-15 [legolias]: im doing great

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: i get up at 430 everymorning crow so quit complaining

2005-03-16 [crowfeather]: lol... I haven't been up at that hour in a while Wind....

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: so come to work here it pays 8.50 to 10.50 an hour my dear night

2005-03-16 [legolias]: hey everyone

2005-03-16 [crowfeather]: hi there legolias.... *busy squinting due to bright lights* >.<

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: any news going on now?

2005-03-16 [crowfeather]: finally have an appointment to get my ID...

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: for what to prove who you are?

2005-03-16 [crowfeather]: yeah.. sorta required over here in California

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: and in the usa crow why didnt you get one before?

2005-03-16 [crowfeather]: used to have an ID but not state

2005-03-16 [Windwalker]: ok

2005-03-17 [*~Sora~*]: *runs in happy holding her final test over Romeo and Juliet in her hands, she had a 91 out of 100. She sits down and begins to write her final copy of the essay*

2005-03-17 [crowfeather]: lol.. glad that you're happy there Sora

2005-03-17 [*~Sora~*]: Yeah....and I didn't even study...*shrugs* I guess i'm kinda catching on now... *hugs* i missed you.....sorry I was gone so long....got in a pretty messy fight with the stepdad again

2005-03-17 [crowfeather]: that's alright... just as long as you're alright

2005-03-17 [*~Sora~*]: I'm okay....I got away from him quick enough....and now my main problem is trying to calm Rei and Oni down. They are really mad at him...but i'm mad at Oni because she's the only person in the whole school that beat my test grade! She got 93! ><! grrrr...

2005-03-17 [crowfeather]: lol...next time study

2005-03-17 [*~Sora~*]: I will. I just want to be Juliet again...it was really fun

2005-03-18 [aimfire]: Congrats Sor-a-ing beyond the clouds!

2005-03-18 [*~Sora~*]: ??? okay, i'm not gonna ask....

2005-03-18 [crowfeather]: lol... it's just something that he does

2005-03-18 [*~Sora~*]: ^^ hello Crow!

2005-03-18 [crowfeather]: hi there Sora

2005-03-19 [aimfire]: I like plays on words...its called a horrible pun!

2005-03-20 [Windwalker]: aint that the truth

2005-03-20 [*~Sora~*]: it's extra credit and it's not the whole play, so i'm going to at least try since I understand Romeo and Juliet

2005-03-23 [Windwalker]: I wish you luck sora-sama

2005-03-23 [crowfeather]: HI there Wind... glad to see you're alright

2005-03-23 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hi hi

2005-03-23 [crowfeather]: Hi Spaz.... how's it going?

2005-03-23 [*~Sora~*]: thank you! I have half of it memorized so far....*sighs* only 50% more to go!

2005-03-23 [crowfeather]: that's good to hear

2005-03-23 [*~Sora~*]: yeah...you know what's even better though? Oni is shocked that I have gotten this far it was fun to see the expression on her face when I recited it to her! ^^

2005-03-29 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hi crow,im good,what about you?

2005-03-29 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hunter comes and attacks any1 in his way to get spaz

2005-03-29 [crowfeather]: umm... I'm not exactly sure how that works...

2005-03-29 [Shadow Reaper]: o.0? i'm a little confused at this point...

2005-03-29 [crowfeather]: oh goody! i'm not the only one then

2005-03-29 [Shadow Reaper]: lol

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: alright I am offically scared half out of my mind at the moment. I have just recently recieved a postcard from someone that I don't know that some how knows my full name. There is no return address and there is no name of the person who wrote it... all I can say is that it's a guy because of the handwriting which is in red pen.

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: *hugs* calm down Crow...i'm sure there's some way of tracing where it came from

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: that's the problem... all I know it that it was SENT from Canada.... there's no one I know in Canada that has my address.. and if they did then there would be a return address and a name on the damn thing!

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: yeah, that's definitely odd

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: well when on the front of the envelope it has me titled as "Her Grace Dawn Star Wood"....... who in the world calls me "her grace"??

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: *blinkblink* --; someone with a disturbed mind?

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: well I managed to type up in my diary

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm, k...i'll check it out then

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: okay is it a good thing that I'm freaked to the point my hands are cold?

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0; no

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: so you read?

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: yeah, i did....o0 what caught my attention was that part about past life stuff....

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah I know... right now I'm talking to one of my best friends and she's scared for me and asked if I've contacted the police yet

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm....

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: what are you hmm-ing about?

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: nuttin

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: come on... if it's dealing with what I'm freaking out about please let me know...

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: meh, just wondering if you need to call the police considering where the postcard came from....then again, it might be a good idea

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah but the problem is that the police in my area won't do anything unless it starts to become threatening

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm, true

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: I just want to know what the hell is going on... that's all I want to know... I know for a fact that it's no one that I now in person...

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: heh, yeah, cuz then you would have had a return address

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: exactly... shit what is Weasel and Wind going to do when they find out about this? I mean they check this page on a regular basis

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: er, good point....

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: right now I'm telling my friend of what the hell happened last week to me which was why I was completely stressed out about... then this whole postcard thing

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: erm....crap ^^;; can't remember if you told me what happened or not...

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: I'll message you about what she and I are talking about..

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm, k

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: sent it to you.....

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: heh, i saw ^^;

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: my life... never a dull moment... -_-;;

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: meh, same with mine

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: you don't have a strange man sending you postcards from Canada though

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: its from canada?

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: that's true

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah.. from what I can tell from the stamp, the sticker on the back and the postcard itself

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: mabye he was stoned...lol

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: no.. the contents of the postcard sounded to comprehensive to be from somebody that was stoned.... I've been around enough drug users to know

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0 and be able to write what he did? not too sure about that...

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: im was just joking...lighting the mood

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: lol yeah, i know

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: I honestly don't know what the hell is going on with my life right now... the only upside right now is that I have some comission work that was requested by a friend of mine

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: thats good...your art will help ^_^

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah... get a little bit of spending money... which will be going back to buying art supplies

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: its a vicous cycle

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: so in your opinion what should I do about the post card?

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: keep it

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hmm, that kinda reminds me...my art instructor was talking about some sort of art program he'll be showing us sometime...Art Rage i think it was called....

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: well I keep everything that get's sent to me... and I'm more then likely going to keep the conversation I'm having with one of my good friends right now about it to keep on file....

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: ok...cool

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah I have a habit of keeping records of things

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: I just noticed something...

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: ^^;; I'm one of the staff members here and you two are dealing with me freaking out... kinda sad

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0 what's that? and i'm lucky, i don't have to keep records...--; i remember practically every word i read...

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: lol well, i'm one of the staff too, remember?

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: staff venting to staff... just wish it was on a subject that wasn't so... what's the word? CREEPY

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: mmm, yeah, that describes it pretty well

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: well I'm not quite sure how else to describe it.... and my life within the past has been so screwed up I have no idea what the hell is going on...

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: hey, i'm sure it'll all work out

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: (sorry i was reading somthing)...im sure you will to

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: god I hope so... I'm not about to go to a doctor because I don't want to be stuck on pills... lol

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: i dont want to eiher....but my parents are sending me to a counserler

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0 what for?

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: depression...and other things(if you where talkng to me)

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: eh I know all of mine is stress indused

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: i....can't really say i've had depression or anything

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: the other thing is bad also...i belive crow knows what it is...

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: yeah I do.. *playfully glares at Pyro*

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: *lokos at her and smiles*...ive stoped ^_^

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0?

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: GOOD! naughty naughty Pyro

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: o0 what? cutting?

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: it was like drugs and smoking...it was really hard

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: yeah...

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: well Pyro know's I'm trying to cut back on drinking again...

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: self mutaltion in general

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: Thats great ^_^

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: ^^ yeah.... just also doing my best not to start smoking

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: dont start i had to quit that...and i dont think i told you i did

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: O_o YOU WHAT?!?? -_-;; you are so lucky you don't live near me right now because I would walk over and smack you upside the head right now.. lol

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: lmao *cough* i shouldn't be laughing considering i smoked a bit myself when i was younger

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: lol im sorry...i quit...i smoked marboros and shwisher sweets

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: lol...i deserve it...in fact if we ever meet ill let you do it ^^

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: ^-^ lol it's okay Pyro... I forgive you

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: thanks...*hugs*

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: ^__^ *hugs back*

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: im glad to say from all the peer presure ive had...ive never tried drugs...

2005-03-30 [Shadow Reaper]: i've never had peer pressure to do that, and even if i did, i wouldn't

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: don't.. I've seen the affects on my peers and trust me it's not a pretty sight

2005-03-30 [Pyro Mac]: i know...all my friends do that shit ecept....tony and me

2005-03-30 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hi hi

2005-03-30 [crowfeather]: hi there Spaz....

2005-03-31 [Windwalker]: there that is better (smiles)

2005-03-31 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hi crow

2005-03-31 [crowfeather]: ^_^ *hugs Wind and Spaz*

2005-03-31 [Tiffany-Dawn]: *hugs crow back*

2005-04-08 [*~Sora~*]: ((I just got on to tell everyone that I will not be on elftown for a very long time....))

2005-04-08 [crowfeather]: okay Sora... thanks for letting us know.. *hugs* come back soon though

2005-04-08 [*~Sora~*]: In nine weeks I will be back...i'm hiding out for a while....*sighs* wish me luck...

2005-04-08 [crowfeather]: ^^ no problem... but once you do come back, let us know alright?

2005-04-11 [aimfire]: Bye Sora...I'll miss you.

2005-04-18 [Tiffany-Dawn]: walks around

2005-04-18 [crowfeather]: welcome back Spaz

2005-04-18 [Tiffany-Dawn]: thakns :)

2005-04-18 [crowfeather]: ^-^

2005-04-18 [Tiffany-Dawn]: *hugs crow*

2005-04-18 [crowfeather]: ^____^ YAY! *hugs back* eh I still need to take a shower... going to be with a friend

2005-04-18 [Tiffany-Dawn]: ok

2005-04-18 [Shadow Reaper]: o.O how long ago did you post that Crow?

2005-04-18 [crowfeather]: that was about 8ish this morning

2005-04-18 [Shadow Reaper]: lol k, was just hoping it wasn't recent >>

2005-04-18 [crowfeather]: ^^ yeah I'm not sure why the time and date stamp is no longer up...

2005-04-18 [Shadow Reaper]: eh, good question

2005-04-20 [Tiffany-Dawn]: hi every1

2005-04-20 [crowfeather]: good morning there Spaz

2005-04-20 [Tiffany-Dawn]: good morning crow

2005-04-20 [crowfeather]: well it's 7:43 over here... what time do you have?

2005-04-20 [Tiffany-Dawn]: 12:18 why?

2005-04-20 [crowfeather]: eh i was just wondering is all.... so how is everything at school?